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Yeahhh you guys pretty much hit it on the nail there. As much as I hate to admit I have been pretty depressed for a while now, I just don’t speak up about it much because I hate coming off as one of those “oh I’m so depressed woe is me” kind of people. I just kind of live with it, hoping it’ll pass eventually. It went away for a bit only to come back harder and I do feel like it’s getting worse… hence the side affects like sleeping more than I normally do. That’s why I had an appointment today, I had to go talk to someone about it and everything else. EughhhhI’m not too sure what to do about it though. 

Yeahhh you guys pretty much hit it on the nail there. As much as I hate to admit I have been pretty depressed for a while now, I just don’t speak up about it much because I hate coming off as one of those “oh I’m so depressed woe is me” kind of people. I just kind of live with it, hoping it’ll pass eventually. It went away for a bit only to come back harder and I do feel like it’s getting worse… hence the side affects like sleeping more than I normally do. That’s why I had an appointment today, I had to go talk to someone about it and everything else. Eughhhh

I’m not too sure what to do about it though.
 

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‘nother update again, sorry.

So I believe I need to cap my slots for now! I don’t wanna get overwhelmed too fast xD I’ll be opening up for more after this round, hopefully by next week depending on how fast I churn these out that I have now. Thank you all so much for the interest! Definitely check back with me. C:

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Finally made that commission post I needed to make explaining my current situation. It’s sitting in my queue to be posted in the morning because idk if it’d be good to post it this late. Just a heads up for those of you who have been waiting to snag a slot. I8 It’s also really long and I get nervous posting such long things ahhh

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Sometimes I like to think about my old friends. Friends from the past year or even beyond that. Whether we’re friends or not friends anymore. I still think about them, wondering what they’re up to, if they’re okay, how things are going or even if they occasionally think about me. Sometimes I want to drop them a message, just to check up on them and see how they’re doing…but sometimes I hold back. Not too sure how to explain that, but I know it’s anxiety related. I know with a good majority of these people I’m sure they don’t think too highly of me as much as they used to or see me in the same light as they did before. Then I start to think that maybe we don’t talk much because of that and they hate me now, that or it’s because I haven’t spoken to them and they think I don’t care… and then I wonder if I’m being stupid and jumping to stupid assumptions and conclusions. Which makes me a huge hypocrit because I hate it when people do that to me. 

Idk, I’m just rambling.. 

Filed under personal text this goes for like idk internet friends irl friends everyone who's come into my life affects me and I never really forget about them random thoughtful rambling don't mind me sometimes I like to casually wish I could rekindle some friendships I used to have..

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Oh wait I lied, DragonBallZ was actually my first fandom if I go by accurate terms. How can I forget waiting to get out of school to see what kind of filler was going to be thrown in my face before someone’s ass was going to be kicked. That or, how could I forget spending countless hours going through geocites and yahoo.com for images to print out and trace with the GUYS in class the next day. That and how dare I forget those precious larp sessions in P.E… never forget……….

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Everything is casually making me cry at this point…

Filed under Every little thought every little thing that I feel might be bothering people feeling bad for missing people who probably don't miss me at all and if they knew they would probably want to kick me out of their life i'm kind of at the end of my rope here with this stupid situation I hate feeling like I'm being tugged back and forth I also suddenly feel...really inadequate ...kind of worthless and unnattractive not really good enough for anyone.. ...all these feels i'm sorry you have to see me this way I'll probably delete this...I feel dumb for posting openly like this text personal

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I’m back…

From MegaCon~ And to my surprise I’ve come back to a random bunch of new follows? xD; and a lot of my Hetalia stuff was reblogged..?? Ah thanks you guys! And…and hello new followers. <3 Thank you for following me…

Overall I had an ok time, it wasn’t super special mostly because I wound up upset for most of time for stupid silly reasons. The only thing that made me happy was getting a good heaping chunk of Tiger&Bunny doujins, getting lucky enough to get Kotetsu and Barnaby keychains from the blind boxes I bought and hanging out with my new favorite people in the world~ <3 Ah. Kirky and Mel, I love you two to bits! Also Dagger’s and Hiro’s overwhelming generosity touched me as well when they just…gave me some stuff they didn’t really want haha. TOUCHED.

Speaking of keychains, I got a Pao-lin one that I don’t really want.. xD; Uh, if anyone wants it I wouldn’t mind selling it to you or something for like..idk..$7 or something?? 

Also I don’t have any pics…sorry. v_v; I got my pic taken plenty of times though by other people in all my cosplays so maybe one will pop up eventually… 

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